random thoughts, musings and misadventures of a sometimes lucid and often clumsy thirty-something
Monday, May 25, 2009
I am tired...
of being disappointed in people. Maybe I should just have lower expectations...or just hole up with my grrlz and my man..... fuck the rest. sigh.... Tired of it all.
I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I'm one of those who doesn't think lowering my expectations is a good idea. I try to adjust my reaction to the disappointment instead. Hugs to you.
Chicago - just the betrayal and loss of a dear (so I thought) friend of 20 years...then anger over the ill treatment of a daughter...then just blah blah blah yadayadayada etc
Vicarious and Jules - thanks ladies I just needed to vent and your kind words are so nice to read
I am neurotic but calm
I am strong but tired
I am lost but found
I am insane but lucid
I am proud but ashamed
I am hard but soft
I am a lover and a fighter...
Mr T.... the big brown man that I live with, am engaged to, smoke cigars with, drink cava with, garden with, love with and who is actually more stubborn than me....sometimes
Kiki....oldest daughter, 15, space cadet, musician, forgetful, messy but kind and generous so easily forgiven
Kaori...middle daughter, 12 (well almost), obsessed with everything Asian especially Japanese anime, emotional, artistic, so freaking beautiful and strong willed that I know she is going to cause all my hair to turn grey in the next few years
Little B....youngest daughter, 9, cuddle bunny to the nth degree, just sweet sweet sweet, the baby that never complains, our own Little Miss Sunshine
What's wrong exactly?
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I'm one of those who doesn't think lowering my expectations is a good idea. I try to adjust my reaction to the disappointment instead. Hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteI completely understand how you feel. I hate feeling like that! Hope it gets better!
ReplyDeleteChicago - just the betrayal and loss of a dear (so I thought) friend of 20 years...then anger over the ill treatment of a daughter...then just blah blah blah yadayadayada etc
ReplyDeleteVicarious and Jules - thanks ladies I just needed to vent and your kind words are so nice to read
SAME HERE. I totally know how you feel.
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